I want to anticipate

My current state and trait

Of not belonging or despising to relate

.

One day, I share my excitement

Knowing the feeling won’t really last

Every emotion of mine has somehow passed

Good or bad

I don’t really understand

I wish I could hold on to a good instance

But how can it be when time is passing this fast

Can’t hold on to anything, not even my past

Got to observe, learn and move along at last